Bankrupt On Conviction

A problem that arises in many situations of grief, angst and hardship is one of withdrawral and resistance. It may not be a withdrawral from interaction in the literal sense, but a withdrawral from interaction in any meaningful sense. Many people will be hurt, but go about their day as if nothing happened, but in their interaction something is importantly and noticeably different. Their interaction would be isolated, as if their colour is lost in some void of meaning, and all that comes out is the autonomous. monotonous spiel that they would deal out at a networking event. This type of withdrawral isn't viceral, and usually passes with time. Despite this, the people experiencing it are often determined that it will not end, and those on the recieving end are frightened of the same prospect.

Withdrawral is a concept that should also be applied to self-esteem and confidence. Sometimes, people will withdraw from confidence, and be accepting of whatever comes their way. They don't see the need to resist, or confide in themselves, and go about their day. Their social interactions will stay the same. But they'll be far more accepting, of everything. No partisan. No beliefs. They may think so, but in truth they know they have none. No convtictions. With this comes acceptance of insults, aggression, compliments and ideas. It is a withdrawral from conviction. For better or for worse. Strife has plagued the people for all existence, but a self-imposed withdrawral from conviction is a vicious cycle of low self-esteem and worthlessness. Not fighting back - and not doing so because they;'re accepting of the fight. Withdrawral from conviction is not as obvious as complete social withdrawral, and not as overt to the observer as withdrawral from meaningful interaction. Withdrawral from conviction plagues people for their lives, as their environment will seemingly shape around them to only further enforce this withdrawral. Withdrawral from conviction is like a piece of dritwood floating down a river, evrery now and then being pummeled as the current drives it into the bed.